in the night light,we still shine bright (:

...so i can be someone new(8)

wish i had brain to post a lot over here...

but i don't...

well..i hate school,but,who doesn't?

here i am,doing lots of homework,wasting my brain with things that i know since elementary.

i have a terrible headache,and homework is not helping,at all...

anyway...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JnQrDvohqBQ&feature=player_embedded

Open Happiness commercial video,by my friend Lucy.

guess there is a contest for this,and she should win,'cause she had the original idea,now every other girl/boy are "copying" it...

whatever..

open up a little happiness today,so i can feel something new(8)

well,i have no internet,my pc is fucked up,it turns off by itself  ):

i failed chemistry,most of my friends are dissapointing me lately,there are some news that i just wouldn't like to remember,my heart hurts and nobody notices.

 

i really need somebody to trust with,a real friend to share my life with, a friend to live funny moments with and hang out...

and i fell asleep while crying. my life is so pathetic,and i might sound so emo .__. but it's just the truth,and i need to express it somehow,somewhere.

there's a lot inside of me,that i just don't know how to manage it,all of my emotions,my feelings... and maybe most of you don't care at all,but i do..

everything is a disaster,i can't even smile,and yes, i'm inexpressive.

nothing has any sense to me right now,i should go and talk to the psychologist like,tomorrow.

or maybe i should've gone yesterday,or any day before today ):

and yeah,so much drama for today and the next week.i'm like a crying baby right now,i don't care anything else but to be happy,all i need is love.

--things can't be perfect all the time, that i know...sometimes we just have to let some things go.

Kind of Perfect-Armor For Sleep♪

Well...a new year,new diet,new boyfriend,new kind of life,new friends to meet...

I hope this year bring you all the happiness and everything you want:)

my best wishes for all of you!

love you all,buzzneters!

 

---Gabyyy.♥

to Sara (xblanksface) annnnd Hayley Williams!:)

annnnnd

OMK! I love youuuu!

thank youuu for last night!

you know what happened;)

lol

aww

i miss Liana D:

and Kira,you're mine,not Debbie's!!:D

....Is no longer there.

Since saturday I've been more down than up,for a lot of inimaginable reasons (is that even a word?or is it unimaginable?) and for this and that,I can't be alone,I'm never alone,I can't cry,I can't breathe and I can't be myself.

I need some time for me.

And,I think I failed Math.

So there's no vacations for me,but anyways,I never do anything,I don't go out from my house,I always stay here.

almost a month without internet! i was about to die :( i missed Buzznet a lot! but sometimes i checked the page at school xD

well,my bday wasn't even close to what i expected,it was...weiiiiird. i had a test that day,and i was the last one that finished it xD a friend took me to buy a muffin!:') and then,my incredibly and amazing friend,Reyna(reynaherrera on buzznet) gave me a balloon,a pair of cupcakes and a Brendon Urie poster! i almost cried! and that was the only pretty thing on that day xD

and i'm reading New Moon... :)  and i need a shower.

 

 

 

 

and,oh yeah,my dog's name is Obama..idkw,my aunt named him like that.

OMFG

http://www.mtvla.com/videos/?vid=293385

 

I cried during all the video T_T

I LOVE PATD.

Don't even doubt it,Kira!

i was at some random lyrics page,and then came back to buzznet...but i can't remember why!

i was about to do something...

what was that? my mind is so shaked lately:(

didn't finish homework...x___x

i want a 24-pack of cold Cokes for my bday...and a camera:(

and a printer:'(

and just a hug is enough:')

i hate school. my "friends" are moving,those three girls who i talk to,they're leaving me alone the next semester.

i forgot a homework,and its for tomorrow.

i'm so stressed!!

i've been listening to idobiradio and i love it! they play the music i like,really...:D

well,i wish you all a better week than the past..:)

fuck you high heels! you make my used-to-converse delicate feel hurt!! and the party's beginning...i'm so mad at my mom,at my fucking ugly legs that look so two-colored,marked for the sun and everything...god i'm so frustrated and embittered,i really need special attention or i'll hate everything in two days.

i should be doing homework=/ there's a lot to do,like bunches of hmwk,clean my room(which i won't do),do laundry,organize my mind...i need a new phone,new clothes...but don't have money enough. i'm saving $ 'cause i wanna go to LA for christmas,i just wanna finish high school...but just started,there's a long way to go...

i miss my boys=/ haven't seen them for 5 or 6 weeks:(

and i have to finish 3 books for december 8th,and i haven't read half of one yet=/

my life is so depressing,and awkward o_o

my mom makes my life impossible,she acts like she's fifteen and i'm the 40 yrs old? that's insane. can someone get her a boyfriend? maybe a husband? so she can leave me finally alone,in peace...

i want my camera,the one i don't have yet u_u and a new computer,this one gets stuck so easily:(

two weeks 'til my half sibling arrives.. and i know i won't love him like i'd want to,he'll be kinda far from me,my dad's so happy,so is his wife.

i'm feeling so alone,i mean,i like to be alone but not,i'm in between.

long journal,huh?

i should've written in livejournal...

happy birthday Josh Farro!!:D
gosh,you're a man! you j
ust turned

21...wish i had 21 too xD

yes,you are the champion.and we love youuuuu!
hope you get a lot of gifts xD and lots and lots of love♥

credits to someone who posted the pic^^

:D

 

 

RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 5 people.
5. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

1. How are you feeling today?
New Dawn Fades-Joy Division

2. Will you get far in life?
Undiscovered-Ashlee Simpson   

3. How do your friends see you?
The Artist In The Ambulance-Thrice   ...ironic,huh?

4. Will you get married?
Paris 2004-Peter,Bjorn & John

5. What is your best friend's theme song?
The Story-30STM

6. What is the story of your life?
Hum Hallelujah-FOB

7. What was high school like?
House Of Wolves-MCR    irony again...

8. How can you get ahead in life?
Beat It-FOB ft. John Mayer

9. What is the best thing about your friends?
She's So Sorry-Hedley

10. To describe your grandparents?
Starving Your Friends-Envy On The Coast

11. How is your life going?
Stay With You-Goo Goo Dolls

12. What song will they play at your funeral?
Clear And Concious-Name Taken

13. How does the world see you?
I Hope You're Alone-Thursday    kinda confusing..

14. Will you have a happy life?
Little Miss Obsessive-Ashlee Simpson ft. Tom Higgenson

15. What do your friends really think of you?
No Rain-Blind Melon

16. Do people secretly lust after you?
Don't Know Why-Saves The Day

17. How can I make myself happy?
Rule Breaker-Ashlee Simpson

18. What should you do with your life?

Mi Destino-Allison

19. Will you ever have children?

Practice Makes Perfect-Cute Is What We Aim For     omfg >.<

20. What song would you strip to?
It's My Life-No Doubt    wtf!

21. If a man in a van offered you candy, what would you do?
Always-Blink 182

22. What does your mom think of you?
Mother-Danzig   xD

23. What is your deep dark secret?
Your Love-The Outfield      (your love is my dirty little secret;D)
24. What is your mortal enemy's theme song?
Take A Drink-Quietdrive
25. What's your personality like?
I Never Told You What I Do For A Living-MCR

26. Which song will be played at your wedding?
Lost-Michael Buble      (omg that was magic!coincidences exists)

27. If you were to become the Dictator of a small Eastern-European nation, would you be a benevolent Dictator?
Medicine Man-The Hush Sound

28. What are your aspirations?
Note To Self-From First To Last

29. What goes through your head when you wake up?

Hopeless-Train

 

 

 

Wow...that was cool....now it's your turn:D

i was waiting for PATD and never saw them... i dunno why the goddamn page was so slow T_T

anyway,that's the sad part,i didn't see them=/

mondays...i hate them.

a new week...

plus,this saturday we have our very first performance...at a bar,and i still haven't learnt 19 songs...

let's see:) and we'll have 4 days off:D from sat. to tuesday^^

 

love you ppl! have a great week!

xo Gaby♥

I'm back bitchessss! and god,with a lot to do... thank u for the notes and comments,girls^^

yesterday i bought my first Starbucks in this omfg city.

it was good,damn! Caramel Macchiato,ily;D

whatever,if you're thinking on coming to Mexico,please,for your own security and health,don't come during the hottest months (from may to october). :)

my uncle Glenn is going back to LA today T_T and i love the bookmark that he gave me:D

anywayyy...

i hate being un-communicated...i won't have internet until my so called mom pays for it...so today it's my first damn week without internet ._. it's sad not to talk to you,everybody=/ anyways,love ya all...take care and i'll read u later,as soon as i can:)

♥

I just heard something about that Lenny Kravitz can be the Velver Revolver's new singer,'cause Scott Weiland quit,or something like that.

But Sammay Hagar(Van Halen) or Royston Langdon(Liv Tyler's husband) can also take the place.

Let's see what happens,I think it would be interesting...=)

well,i've been lazy(omg,too much) this past days...but i started school this monday...

i don't know anything about editing,i suck at that xD i wish i can post a decent edition,but i can't T__T
what else...

i wrote a ''song'',yesterday...

a shitty one,like my frustrated mind...


there you go:)


you're in every breath
in every street
in every thought
you're everywhere i go

i keep you in my mind
everywhere i go

maybe you're not here tonight
but you're here with me
i can feel your breathing
but you're not here

i can't hide the tears anymore
the ones that you make me drop
everytime i see you there
i know you're happy
so am i


i love all the things you do
i love when you smile
and when your lips are next to mine
i feel protected,like nothing else matter

nothing else matter when i'm with you
you should be here
i need you now
the days go by and i need you by my side

you're in every breath
in every street
in every thought
you're everywhere i go

i keep you in my mind
everywhere i go

and even if you're away
i'll keep you in my mind
even if you don't care
i'll be waiting for you
♥

btw you should listen ''Spiralling'',the new Keane's single for their new cd,Perfect Symmetry,available in October 13th.:)
now i sound like a commercial.

peace,ppl. xo♥

i wish myself luck for tomorrow u.U
school at 7:30,and that's a sacrifice=/
and Kelsy is here,my 2 months old little cousin:)
she's such a sweetheart,half mexican,half japanese/hawaiian...she's beautiful.♥
nite,buzznet.

sushi at 3 am is great! especially when u started to eat it at 1:30 xD
well,the party was pretty cool...
11 in the morning my little gorgeous cousin is coming...such a cuteness.
gotta wake up at 7 am,let's see what happens...at least i'm not in vegas:D
and oh,how i wish to be so away from this city=/