Gabytwizz's Journals

open up a little happiness today...

...so i can be someone new(8)

wish i had brain to post a lot over here...

but i don't...

well..i hate school,but,who doesn't?

here i am,doing lots of homework,wasting my brain with things that i know since elementary.

i have a terrible headache,and homework is not helping,at all...

anyway...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JnQrDvohqBQ&feature=player_embedded

Open Happiness commercial video,by my friend Lucy.

guess there is a contest for this,and she should win,'cause she had the original idea,now every other girl/boy are "copying" it...

whatever..

open up a little happiness today,so i can feel something new(8)

wasting all my time.

well,i have no internet,my pc is fucked up,it turns off by itself ):

i failed chemistry,most of my friends are dissapointing me lately,there are some news that i just wouldn't like to remember,my heart hurts and nobody notices.

i really need somebody to trust with,a real friend to share my life with, a friend to live funny moments with and hang out...

and i fell asleep while crying. my life is so pathetic,and i might sound so emo .__. but it's just the truth,and i need to express it somehow,somewhere.

there's a lot inside of me,that i just don't know how to manage it,all of my emotions,my feelings... and maybe most of you don't care at all,but i do..

everything is a disaster,i can't even smile,and yes, i'm inexpressive.

nothing has any sense to me right now,i should go and talk to the psychologist like,tomorrow.

or maybe i should've gone yesterday,or any day before today ):

and yeah,so much drama for today and the next week.i'm like a crying baby right now,i don't care anything else but to be happy,all i need is love.

--things can't be perfect all the time, that i know...sometimes we just have to let some things go.

Kind of Perfect-Armor For Sleepâ™ª

Happy New Year,Buzznet!

Well...a new year,new diet,new boyfriend,new kind of life,new friends to meet...

I hope this year bring you all the happiness and everything you want:)

my best wishes for all of you!

love you all,buzzneters!

---Gabyyy.â™¥

happy birthdayyyys

to Sara (xblanksface) annnnd Hayley Williams!:)

annnnnd

OMK! I love youuuu!

thank youuu for last night!

you know what happened;)

lol

aww

i miss Liana D:

and Kira,you're mine,not Debbie's!!:D

Everything we had...

....Is no longer there.

Since saturday I've been more down than up,for a lot of inimaginable reasons (is that even a word?or is it unimaginable?) and for this and that,I can't be alone,I'm never alone,I can't cry,I can't breathe and I can't be myself.

I need some time for me.

And,I think I failed Math.

So there's no vacations for me,but anyways,I never do anything,I don't go out from my house,I always stay here.

my dog's name is...

almost a month without internet! i was about to die :( i missed Buzznet a lot! but sometimes i checked the page at school xD

well,my bday wasn't even close to what i expected,it was...weiiiiird. i had a test that day,and i was the last one that finished it xD a friend took me to buy a muffin!:') and then,my incredibly and amazing friend,Reyna(reynaherrera on buzznet) gave me a balloon,a pair of cupcakes and a Brendon Urie poster! i almost cried! and that was the only pretty thing on that day xD

and i'm reading New Moon... :) and i need a shower.

and,oh yeah,my dog's name is Obama..idkw,my aunt named him like that.

You are at the top of my lungs...

OMFG

http://www.mtvla.com/videos/?vid=293385

I cried during all the video T_T

I LOVE PATD.

Don't even doubt it,Kira!

maybe i need to listen more carefully...

i was at some random lyrics page,and then came back to buzznet...but i can't remember why!

i was about to do something...

what was that? my mind is so shaked lately:(

didn't finish homework...x___x

i want a 24-pack of cold Cokes for my bday...and a camera:(

and a printer:'(

and just a hug is enough:')

Do you remember when?

i hate school. my "friends" are moving,those three girls who i talk to,they're leaving me alone the next semester.

i forgot a homework,and its for tomorrow.

i'm so stressed!!

i've been listening to idobiradio and i love it! they play the music i like,really...:D

well,i wish you all a better week than the past..:)

'Cause you are everything I'm not!

fuck you high heels! you make my used-to-converse delicate feel hurt!! and the party's beginning...i'm so mad at my mom,at my fucking ugly legs that look so two-colored,marked for the sun and everything...god i'm so frustrated and embittered,i really need special attention or i'll hate everything in two days.